why is it always like that?

happens to me often,

where i kill everything i wanted.

everytime i thought that i'd reach the top of the building,

i'll fall and landed on my face.

i should realize

everything i hoped won't come true.

i should stop putting hope

and live like a zombie.

this ain't life.

am i in hell?

this life is a hell.

if i can go back to who i am two years ago,

i might have died already.

Labels: December 2009