why is it getting more and more complicated?

i didn't expect things to turn out this way.

i never expect someone this close to me will cause that.

it ruined my life, my thinking, my mind, totally.

i become so depressed.

just because of your actions.

why can't you be more sensitive?

it's because of your stupidness that makes me hate you.

you disgust me.

you annoy me.

your stupidity.

your insensitivity.

your lies.

your excuses.

your fakeness.

your lameness.

your sarcasms.

your ugliness.

your foolishness.

your... everything.


you're seriously getting on my nerves.

you left a mark on my inner side.

i'll never trust you again.

i hate that sarcasm kind of statements you made.

why?

why can't you leave me alone?

you woke the other side of me.

the anger suppressed for long,

you woke it.

it's killing me from the inside.

slowly, painfully, the slow death.

or maybe, the painful immortality.

which hurts more, i don't know.

i gave up living.

life is so meaningless.

why do we have to be born just to experience pain?

it's really not worth it.

i don't ask to be born.

if i knew my life would turn this way.

i'm dying.

it's rotten.

it feels so dificult.

Labels: April 2010