it's been a long time since i last blogged.

i do have a lot in mind but,

one at a time.

this just happened recently,

and it bothers me a little.

i don't know who to trust.

when she says like that,

i feel like telling her everything.

but that means i'm turning into my old nature again.

i've changed that part, just for that bitch's sake,

and i won't dare to change back.

karma?

i don't know whether to believe in it or not.

i've felt it for myself,

and things like this don't come in a short time like a week.

it can be after years,

might even be right before you die.

when i was young,

i'd never expected this to happen to me now.

i never knew.

everything i did, and said,

hit back right at my own face.

right at my own fucking face.

painful?

yes, it is.

i'd lost all of my friends.

correction: all who i thought were my friends.

them, the bunch of fakers,

just like who i was.

fuck it.

really, fuck it.

Labels: August 2010