i was reading some really good fanfics.

when i returned to my room,

i started feeling emotional

i tried to search for the Ascentrixus keychain/pendant

which i don't remember where i hid a few years ago.

i found some old stuffs she gave me

i wanted to hang the keychain on my phone,

and i started to wonder if she's still using it?

is it still on her phone?

if i use it, will it be some kinda couple keychain?

i think too much

but i can't help feeling this way

especially when i'm feeling emotional after reading that fic

i miss the feeling of missing that someone

and having that someone missing you back.

when will i be able to feel it again?

i went through my "treasure box 2"

but i couldn't find my Ascentrixus logo.

i started thinking

did i lost it?

did i drop it somewhere?

i can't remember.

i'll start searching again after i get back to my room.

Labels: August 2011