I'm so happy.

How long has it been

since i last got Top 15, no Top 10,

in my class?

even in primary school,

it was hard for me to get Top 10.

Now, what happened?

I'm afraid.

No, this wasn't because of me.

Not because of me.

No, not.

I'm just lucky.

No wait.

My classmates were going down.

They did not study properly.

They disappoint me.

They let me climb up.

I had high hopes in them

wishing that they could carry the school name up with them

even if i can't do it.

Or no,

maybe the paper was easy?

Yes, but no,

my results weren't that good

but I can still get number 8.

No, I'm not the problem.

They are the problem.

Their results were degrading.

I did not climb up.

I did not.

No, I didn't.

I haven't even go all-out yet.

See, they're the problem.

I'm happy, yes I am.

Indeed, very.

Like I said,

i've lost count to how many years I didn't get top 10 in class.

the last time was....

...........

never?

........... maybe.

I'm very happy, yes I'm very happy.

But it's not me.

Not because of me.

Really, not me.

I have a bad feeling.

Labels: October 2011