they both remind me of how me and her used to be,

if it's not for her,

i'll still think of those moments

as a nightmare.

but now,

to me,

they're just something i can smile to

whenever i recall them.

seeing each other whenever there's opportunity,

borrowing her stuffs whenever i need something,

exchanging our personal items just to remember each other,

giving each other our precious items,

buying each other gifts to be treasured,

to get as close as we can, physically,

sneak out some time to meet,

but if not for the both of them i won't be missing her.

excuse.

i've felt it since the day i tidied up my room

her drawings still left in my files

i regret i didn't ask for more.

the things we used to do,

stayed back after taekwondo just to stay by each other's side longer.

there was once i borrowed calculator from her

thinking it could help me feel better with her calculator by my side

during exam,

but the calculator was her sister's. LOL.

i felt so disappointed cause it was full of her sister's name. XD

funny.

i ended up using my own calculator. haha.

the things i thought i've forgotten.

Labels: October 2011