tomorrow is the D-day.

i'd like to post this at night,

but i don't think i'll online later.

it's still sunny bright

i can't really feel what's down there in my heart.

especially when i'm feeling so bright after watchin Infinite. lol.

anyway,

yeah, tomorrow's the day.

i've been living for 17 years,

studying for 12 years,

living life as a student for 11 years

it's going to be the end.

of what, i'm not sure.

i feel tensed up thinking about what's going to happen after this

it's going to be hard for me to adapt to life without school

everything's gonna feel different

let's say i go to form 6

different school, different friends

i don't want.

let's say college

then i'll have to grow up

do everything on my own.

or wait, before that.

application and all that shit.

gonna be troublesome.

i feel pretty good about SPM.

at least it is something to distract me from all those

i don't want to grow up.

gosh the mosquitoes.

i'll stop here.

will post if i have anything bothering me during spm.

Labels: November 2011